Friday, May 1, 2009
Reboot
I remember the days when I read Sophie's world, liked animals, had an interest in watching television and playing video games. Now I feel like different person. The Road Less Traveled said that you become a new person after you go through depression. He was right. I have much less interest in playing video games, watching movies and anything else that I found interesting. Wish I had a pet though, something to take care of. A turtle would be nice. I talked with my mom just before about my condition and situation. It was a good talk. She wants me to do activities of equal stress to university life, so I'll be prepared. I still have urges to kiss random people, but the urge is much less now. I like my collection of music, it's one of the things I hold dear. The doctor increase my dose of ACA. It makes me feel weak in the knees. What do I want? What do I believe in? I believe in God or Allah. I have to believe that I am still capable of showing my intellect and put it to use. I need that for university. People say I'm intelligent, but am I. Sometimes I think I'm slow. My personality has been rebooted. I am a different person having passed depression and schizophrenia.
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